i feel all crinkly
like a piece of paper
confused sometimes anxious
this feeling doesn't worry me too much
for from deep within it come
the most decent poems
when ego is injured
paranoia waxes
self confidence wanes
i feel safe here
self loathing
this feeling
reminds me of childhood
love sick
from myself
the original heartbreak
deep rooted
in chaos
the universes softest
kiss